my biggest journey had been met (my true freedom)

I was feeling really good for the first time in a very long time and I feel like jumping out of bed to tell all of you that. Thank you so much for all the support and the letters. Thank you for your gracious help and mostly I thank God for my wonderful daughters. They mean more to me than anything in the entire world!!!! And for God, there is so much words cannot begin to express my understanding and his presence when I could not understand why this was all so very difficult. I'd ask him why am I facing so many unimaginable things? And then when my biggest journey had been met (my true freedom), I realized that he was there all the time giving me the strength against odds that I never thought possible. He is and was by my side all the time.

I learned one of the biggest, if not the biggest lesson of my life at the age of 37 years young and I know that came at a time when I needed it most and I'll truly appreciate it forever, I love all of you so much. Thank you so much for your prayers. I can't wait to laugh with each one of you in a special way real soon. This is my first night home and I feel like Rocky. I just want to blast that song and run and laugh and cry at the same time. I had to share this with all of you who mean so much to me. I hope you can feel my incredible joy and elation. I just want to to burst out singing (I Feel Good...Nanana).

Thank you all. And thank you God for the gift of life. I'm sending the biggest hugs and kisses until I see each and every one of you.

Love,

• Opiates: Heroin
• Name: H.
• Date: August, 2008